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When Women Gather Magick Happens
Women are magical creatures. Unbelievably. Incredibly. Magical. I'll remind you why: Just imagine....there was a time before science and our (erroneous) human belief that we have the concrete answers to absolutely everything. A time when women miraculously grew within their own bodies–and then magically expelled from these bodies–new, tiny humans. Talk about magick. Let's just take a moment to wonder at this incredible technology we're each carrying around on the daily. Thank
jillianmccleaf
4 days ago3 min read


I Never Want to Come Back To Your Women's Circle.
Dear Jillian, I came to one of your women's circles a few months ago, and, frankly, I won't be coming back. It was awful. I cried in front of a bunch of strangers–how mortifying...and I mean, I just couldn't stop crying. So much guilt and shame and awfulness came bubbling up...especially around how I treat my children. And afterward, everyone seemed like it was totally normal, but it wasn't normal for me. I was humiliated. I never want to have that experience ever again. Utte
jillianmccleaf
Aug 272 min read


F. Your Family
When we are born into our famiy, we know nothing else. There is no point of comparison. We are immersed in this culture from when we enter the body of our mother. From that first moment, we are literally stewing in that original culture at such a slow simmer that it penetrates way deep down into our bones. There isn't even a thought to question any of what's going on behind closed doors. It is simply the way it is. The way it's always been. But, when you're a cycle breaker–li
jillianmccleaf
Aug 214 min read


We need you to stop abandoning yourself.
Dear Friend, If you're reading this, here's what I know: You and I are kindred spirits. You and I want to change the world...maybe right now you just want to change your little piece of the world or you want to change the big, wide world that we share together, or maybe, enthusiastically, like me, you want to change it alllllllll. You can see that the way we're living isn't sustainable. And not in some marketing-slogan greenwashing way. Not just in how we treat the Earth, how
jillianmccleaf
Aug 12 min read


Here's What Living In Costa Rica Taught Me About Dance Churches:
1. Dance (and therefore Dance Churches) are the perfect medicine for anyone looking for a non-entheogenic, non-ordinary experience...or anyone who just feels the call to shake it on the dance floor. They have the power to bring us all together in joy and aliveness with a sprinkle of a collective intention for that joy and aliveness to spill out into the rest of the world. 2. Dance Church can actually be pretty pretentious in its own right. The smudging, the opening of direct
jillianmccleaf
May 172 min read
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